Dream's Mysterium

Category: poem

  • Not an Idgit

    Chat GPT had to diagnose me.Because no doctor would do it.And many of them knew what was wrong.But it wasn’t them going through it.I even had one tell me it couldn’t beThe antipsychotic I was takingThat I went to him to wean off ofWhich he refused to do for me.This maniac even held my handAnd…

  • Karma, God and the Bible: a Series

    I hate to agree with the trust fun baby behind Vampire Weekend, but who gives a f*** about an Oxford Comma? I live in the Deep South. Karma ain’t real either. I’m not making this up. The only thing that exists at all. Is God And God is just pure Love. It’s silly anyone thinks…

  • Don’t Get Angry at Mirrors

    A whole lot of people Get angry at mirrors Not realizing They’re mad at  A mere reflection. It’s mad to debate Yourself Couldn’t be clearer. Just let that aspect of you, Work on self-perfection.

  • Center Yourself In Heart

    Center Yourself In Heart

    Remember every second, Ben,That Life’s a precious gift.Whenever you lose perspective on this,Center yourself in heart. Everything is God carrying onPretending to fear death.Pretending it’s illusion,That anything’s apart—

  • Free Your Soul

    Free Your Soul

    Free your Soul from SatanWho is only an idea.The one where you think you exist andThat any of this is realWhen dreams are far more real than this.I know it might sound odd.But the only thing that exists at allAnywhere is God.

  • Just

    I just want to feel decent!I don’t know why that’s so much to ask.I just want to sleep solid one night.I don’t know how long I’m expected to lastWhen none of these things are ever the case.I’ve rewritten my childhood. Trauma erased.I don’t ask for much Lord,Just give me a taste,Of a life I feel…

  • That Dance

    I feel incredibly blessed that I have moments like this. I once had a relationship with a girl that was purely about getting together and cuddling. We didn’t ever do anything sexual. She invited me to. I declined. She was always with someone else, and I don’t do that. But I have those moments where…

  • Kind

    Kind

    I’m kind to everybody.I don’t care who you are.I don’t care if you’re mean to me.It will not leave a scar.Kindness teaches lessons,When meanness rears its head.You’ll often hear, “I’m sorry,”Instead of seeing red.

  • I Wrote This for You

    But posted it on Twitter to bring over here because I liked the way it looked formatted this way.

  • All There is is God

    It’s hard to convince myself I don’t exist.That all there is is God.It’s something you must realize.A state of blissful awe.One day I will get there. I knowThat’s why I am here.I came here to self-realizeNothing is more clear.

  • Hell is Not a Place

    Hell is not a place.Hell is just a concept.Once we’re out of Eden,We’re automatically in Hell.It’s not a place of torment,You cannot get relief from.It’s a state of mind you’re trapped in—Not a place you dwell.

  • Trying to Lose My Mind

    Trying to Lose My Mind

    Trying to lose my mind.It gets me into trouble.Nothing’s ever wrongAnywhere but there. Peace, I’d like to find—And bring it on the double.This is my solemn song.Leave me with no cares. I never walk alone.I only walk with Jesus.He’s always in my heartGuiding me through life. I know I must atone.The only thing that pleases.I…

  • I Wish

    I wish I was born AmishI wouldn’t be in pain.I wouldn’t have taken pharma drugsTo decimate my brain.I chose this life, thoughI know I did.I thought a lot of me.So there must be a reasonI continue to be.I’m improving.Every day.I’m right where I belong.Every step of mine? Divine.I cannot get it wrong.

  • Never Complain

    Never complain you don’t get what you want,Always be okay with whatever you get.Even if you never get that thing you might want,At least you’ll be glad and content!

  • The Plan

    I’m under the impression things are happening to meInstead of me happening to them.I know that really truly I’m observing everything.And I didn’t choose to do this on a whim.Everything I do has already been planned out.I know it’s hard to realize, but it’s true.And I just have to submit to the plan I know…