I don’t feel very strong right now.In fact, I feel quite week,But I’ve endured some awful stuff.And though the outlook, bleak,I never wavered in my faith,Somehow, God’d see me through.And even though I’ve gotten worse,That tenet still is true!

No one here is evil! Everyone is God.I know it sounds counter-intuitive.I know that it sounds odd.But everything’s a purposeFor your immortal soul.You’re the main attraction.Everything’s your show.

God loves me no matter what I do.No matter what, I’ve earned His grace.I know that Jesus, is within meAnd not in Outer Space.I read the Bible!I trust it moreThan what the Church tells me it means!I can think for myself,And than you GodFor gifting that to me!

This tweet crossed my TL on Twitter and I was able to recite this poem from memory. One of my all-time favorites. And I have very few moments of joy in my life right now. I’m typing this through excruciating pain.

Please let me out this time.Don’t send me back here.I don’t think I can handleMuch more of this fearIt’s crazy I do thisAll to myself.On purpose!It’s madness!It’s not for my health.Or maybe it is for theHealth of my soul.It just seems so cruel right now.To live below.

Please, God, help me realizeThat everything is fine.I’m scaring myself. I might beLosing most my mind.At least I have my poetry, God!Thank you MUCH for that.What possessed me then,At fifteen years toPut a pen to pat.And patter verses into booksAnd lend them to my friends? What joy it brings me now to readThose very books…

I’m scared, Lord.What is wrong with me?I really don’t feel well.I don’t know what is going on.This is a living Hell.The only escape that I get’sAt night, when I am You.Please rescue me, OmSave me Lord.What am I going to do?

Withdrawing from this GeodonIt is like living through Hell.It’s really unexplainable.I’m not doing that well.I can’t imagine heroinWould be any worse than this.There are moments that I’m madThat I even exist.

This might open some of your eyes to the lies we’re told about the slave trade in North America. I suspect the largest percenatge of slaves in the New World were already here when Europeans showed up. I read a lot of first-hand accounts from the first settlers to North America and there are all…

It was perfectly acceptable in the pastTo love a friend as passionat’ly as a lover. Think Gilgamesh and poor Enkidu for whom hewept for seven nights.We should adore each otherIf we’re going to get this right.So Sappho, fair, of LesbosWith her turtle-shell lyre and verse.Wrote passionately for women,But not sexually, of course.This is why so…

They say when you self-realize you understand intimately that God is pure love and that the idea of some sort of eternal punishment for a single trip on Earth is comical. But more than that, it’s diabolical. It had nothing to do with anything anyone in the Bible actually taught. There’s nothing in there about…

Ignorance is not knowing the truth. Stupidity is not wanting to know the truth.

Not an end-goal. I spent nearly 50-years acquiring knowledge, and while it does point you in the right direction, everything you are here to do, you have to do on your own. The place you have to go inside you isn’t accessible with knowledge. It takes devotion, love, purity and practice. So it’s important to…

I wish you’d take the pain away,My Lord.I’m so, so sorry.I’ll do what you ask of me, Lord.Just give me relief and hurry.