Musings of the Mad

I’m trying to be sincere, I just want
God to hold me near.
Save me from this Hell I’m in
I’m drowning here again.
Please, Lord, give me your strength.
I’m cracking up at length.
I don’t know how to go on living.
I dedicate my life to giving.
Please just whisper in my heart.
I know you’re there, God,
That’s a start.
And tell me exactly what you expect me to do!
I want out of this torture.
I’m praying to You.